Research Chemicals

What is happening with the research chemical industry, and what happens if something new is synthed and it could be an asset to humanity? Would they risk power over advancement? Why do we as a people accept this structure of barriers that our governments have become. It is as if we created our own nanny state. Freedom is not safe and should be locked in a cage for its own good. Why would freedom ever mean free in the eyes of the same individuals who run the structure of our country and uses the word as if they meant it. Why would anyone just accept such blatant lies and fraud?

I thought we could be important to each other

I am circling around ready to be doa. You play the perpetual victim, while I am the forever villain. I now realize that maintaining a feeling of attachment to you was a life crippling mistake. The idea of you is all I ever really had. I never had you. If I dissect you as a person there is not much substanc, If you listened to different music I probably wouldn't care much about losing you.

Everything that involves us now involves your censors. Each excuse flooding out your bullshit mouth,"What am I gonna tell James? You texted me too much, what does that look like? I think you have a problem! Why would you talk about the past? James!" I've told you many times that you're important to me. I miss spending time with you, you ignore me (phone, text, dm, FaceTime), at this point I am making excuses as to why I care about you so much.