Quarantine my guy

Wow, I do not know how the fuck I slept on all the comments and shit I would get on this damn blog. I somehow always thought that my random perception blog was the bread winner back in the day when me and a couple of chaps were fucking over adsense and any other ad company we could. I wonder what happened to all of you guys. I wish we could get together again and catch up somehow.

Anyways, things have been going smoothly so far during this shitty quarantine thing and I've been pretty emotionally stable as well. The worst thing about my life right now is the fucking boredom being stuck in this damn house all day. I want to pull my hair out yadadamean??

Who thinks that this Corona virus scare is all planned out by some higher force? I made the mistake of reading 'The Stand', a Stephen King novel about the events surrounding a bio weapons release. The bioweapon is essentially this super deadly and contagious flu like virus that is constantly mutating so there could never be a vaccine. The symptoms for the virus are similar to the flu and eventually ramp up to the point where the person drowns in their own mucus. Its quite scary reading this story while seemingly the exact same thing happens real time in my reality. Fuck, things are scary out here in the world. But all I can think about is bitches, live music, and drugs. All three of those things I am living without currently. Life is ok though. I dig sobriety most the time.

say high to me bby. I miss you all. bye bye sluts n studs.

Research Chemicals

What is happening with the research chemical industry, and what happens if something new is synthed and it could be an asset to humanity? Would they risk power over advancement? Why do we as a people accept this structure of barriers that our governments have become. It is as if we created our own nanny state. Freedom is not safe and should be locked in a cage for its own good. Why would freedom ever mean free in the eyes of the same individuals who run the structure of our country and uses the word as if they meant it. Why would anyone just accept such blatant lies and fraud?

I thought we could be important to each other

I am circling around ready to be doa. You play the perpetual victim, while I am the forever villain. I now realize that maintaining a feeling of attachment to you was a life crippling mistake. The idea of you is all I ever really had. I never had you. If I dissect you as a person there is not much substanc, If you listened to different music I probably wouldn't care much about losing you.

Everything that involves us now involves your censors. Each excuse flooding out your bullshit mouth,"What am I gonna tell James? You texted me too much, what does that look like? I think you have a problem! Why would you talk about the past? James!" I've told you many times that you're important to me. I miss spending time with you, you ignore me (phone, text, dm, FaceTime), at this point I am making excuses as to why I care about you so much.

Drowning4Fun EXPOSED!!!!! NEW TRACK LEAKED!!!

Hey Everybody,
  Last week my buddy Nathan and myself made a demo track to see where we were looking to go with our project (Still Unnamed). It turned out pretty damn cool, at just over 4 minutes long, we came up with a pretty interesting sound. I would say the track is Alternative rock,  but with influences from Post-punk, Punk, rock, indie rock, Darkwave, among other genres. I wanted to add some synth to this track, but I feel like it is pretty much finished without any synth. Anyway, please take a listen, if you enjoy the track comment, share, and/or like. I am pretty excited that people are starting to like the music that I am putting out. It makes me a little nervous getting recognition, but I really enjoy people listening to  my stuff.

Listen to the song is below or CLICK HERE

Fucking conformist bastards

How does an individual become a conformist at such a young fucking age? I mean the music you listen to, the way you are going to live your life, fuck get a grip fuckhead. Learn, fucking think, for shit sake use that fucking head of yours. Yay you fuck ugly gat bitches, yay you get wasted, yay you have a forever job, What the fuck does that make you? DO you think you are fucking special because you do what your parents told you, because you do what society tells you? Fuck off and live life. Use that head of yours.

Feel #53

That feel when you Shit your pants in Jack in the box and that was your last pair of underwear.

Martial Law

  When martial law is declared it is the intellectuals, artists, and free thinkers that will be massacred. We must learn to not rely on the system. We must leave our respected cities and live in trustworthy communities. We need to stop relying on technology. Our only source of knowledge seems to be in a digital form it is extremely easy to cut off any information that may help us resist the up coming genocide. Horde physical books, guides, maps, guns, food, water, tools, metal, first aid supplies, acoustic instruments, generators, human powered vehicles, axes, shovels, pots, pans, fertilizer, medicine, blankets, fabric, etc. We will be re-educated whether we like it or not. Torture will be used regularly. Torture will be a daily routine for all of us. When they murder us they will just say that we committed suicide. Its as easy as that.

The funny thing is all of this will be considered legal. Remember the American Indefinite Detention Act? Remember the Patriot Act? What constitution? We have no rights. We are legal slaves.

Do not fall victim to the government hypocrisy.

Read up on the cambodian genocide, this is what we will be subjected to.

Cambodian Genocide

Here are some pictures of the people of cambodia that were executed:

Pictures From Inside Pol Pots Secret Prison

You should also read up on the mass killings in the Stalin era Soviet Union.

Soviet Genocide

Also read up on the human rights in modern day China, and the treatment of the Falun Gong practitioners.

Treatment of Falun Gong Practitioners

Chinese Re-education through labor

  Resist. Do not let these scum achieve their vision of the future. Do not let them win.